Pretty Hate Machine

[I...FUCKING...HATE...FINALS!!!!!! ARRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!]

[I hate that I have to squeeze an entire semester into my head for three hours - real lawyers don't have to memorize every aspect of any one subject.]
[I hate that I don't know which specific chunks of knowledge I've supposedly learned this semester I'll actually have to regurgitate tomorrow.]
[I hate how physically, mentally, and emotionally painful it is to write for three hours straight in a blue book.]
[I hate feeling guilty for giving into temptation and NOT studying for a time, like I'm doing right now.]
[I hate waiting weeks for my grades, with no inkling of how I did.]
[I hate feeling like everyone else is out having fun (even though it's pouring rain, Allen is at work, and John is at a bookstore researching home repair, I feel like everyone's having a better time than me.)]
[I hate that, every six months, I'm the crazy one. (Just kidding, John...)]
[I hate that I can't tear myself away from tonight's election coverage. It. Is. Like. Crack.]
[Most of all, I hate being a whiny brat who has so much going for him, and who can't appreciate how lucky he is to be doing this. I hate hating myself for hating this situation I asked for, which I hate.]

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